Almost home.

I'm sitting at the Atlanta airport waiting for my plane to board. Soon I'll be back in Pittsburgh. I come back to Pittsburgh the same but a completely different woman. I come back with more knowledge of the business I crave so dearly, I come back with more fire,  I come back a fighter. Even though some would say I work my ass off, I know its not nearly enough. I know what areas I need to improve in, so I must overwhelm myself f in getting it perfected. Writing is something I usually only do when Im inspired by something, but now I must write everyday...I have no idea what may come out. In two weeks I leave for Denmark for more writing sessions with John Gordan and Henrick Hylle.  I had  a lot of great things come out of our last writing session...so I'm hoping for the same. I'm going to be VERY prepared this time. Im also hoping to write with Lene Dissing too.....I just adore her!


My last day in Europe was a very productive last day, even though I'm still a little sick I didn't want to waste another hour in my hotel room. I had a meeting and lunch with one of the sponsors (Eurocentres) of Coole Schule (Switzerland School Tour). This year they (Eurocentres) decided to be the main sponsor for the tour this year. I'm really glad they are going to be the main sponsor, I love what they are about, and it fits exactly to what Coole Schule is about. We're working together to fill in the gaps between people. We're bringing in different cultures and languages together. Sometimes kids hate to learn more than they need to know....I can relate because I was one of these kids! Ha! So Coole Schule has a differnt approach to learning a new language, with music! The kids have a great time with Coole Schule, and they dont even realize they are learning. Eurocentres comes in to play because we then hope the kids will fall in love with wanting to keep learning the language. I am so happy to be a part of this tour and I can't wait to make this year more successful.

Anyways the meeting with Andreas was fun...but lunch was even better! :-) Andreas is so awesome, he has a great personality and is so passionate about what he does. The food was soooo goood, but unfortunately I was sill a little sick and couldnt eat that much. When the waitress brought around the desert cart I had to force myself to get this cute little goose pasty....I ate its head first *evil gin*!!

After lunch I had to go back to my hotel to get ready for my last gig. It was another disco, so I knew it was going to be fun....but wasn't to excited about how late the night was going to be! After sound check we had about 4 hrs to waste before I went on, so Oliver and I decided to drive around and waste gas. We were having fun telling stories and laughing when we came up with a great idea. We then   decided to go through the drive thru at McDonald's and sing my new song Delicious to them. Hahaha. I ordered a hamburger without onions and told them.."you're so Delicious...you're so delicious.. oh and can I have a coke too?" The lady was sooo confused and probably though I was on drugs. Oli videotaped the entire thing...it was pretty funny and really stupid at the same time! Maybe in the near future i'll post it! Hahaha....! We raced back to the club so I could  get dressed and what not.... and to my surprise I had a special guest! Andreas and his friend Chris came!!! Oh Gawd I was soo excited...they are both so fun. I mean beyond fun...! They promised to take me out in June when I come back to the beach and a few of the dance clubs :-D! The gig went awesome....and again I ripped my stockings and got a few new bruises! Didn't lose my shoes this time though....hahahaha! I love the energy the kids have,  feed off of it so much. It was a great last day.

Packing lasted more than I would have liked and when I crawled into bed it was after 4am...and I had to be up at 6am to catch my flight. That's rock n roll baby!

Wow I spent so much time writing this and its already time to board. Thanks for being so so wonderful again Europe. You always treat me so well and always give me so much...don't ever let me go.

Sarah
xoxo

Click here to check out Eurocentres!

Me and Andreas. :)

Posted on January 30, 2010 at 6:06 pm | View/Post Comments

La la la la de da da da

Still feeling a little under the weather today, but I feel so much better because I was sent pictures from the Midem 2010 showcase (with over 150 executives from the music business all over the world)!!! I am so happy somone took pictures...because dummy me forgot my camera! Damn I love my dress so much haha :-D Note that in some of the pictures you can see where I lost my heels! 

About to leave for another gig tonight...so I must start to get ready.

Special thanks, hugs, and tons of kisses goes to Jan Winther for taking the pictures. You're wonderful!

xoxo
Sarah

Posted on January 29, 2010 at 9:49 am | View/Post Comments

Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember.

I finally have a whole day to myself to sleep. Not because I want to, but because I have the flu :-(, there is nothing worse. Sometimes my body doesn't want to work as hard as I want it to. I feel so angry that I have been put back a day, but I feel myself starting to get better.

So let me get started about Midem. It was such an experience. No sleep. Long parties. Meetings. Stress. It was awesome. I met with some of the most important people in the business, people that have had success beyond my wildest dreams. Funny thing was most of them were down to earth and super hilarious.  Monday night was the showcase, a ton of  important A&R's, Agents, managers, producers and what not were there. Let me tell you I was a wreck! I'm usually super cool and easy going about gigs...but this was bigger than I ever realized. To me first impressions are everything...and I was finally going to be able to make a first impression with people in the business that matter. After some tears, choice words, and some prayer I finally felt ready. The butterflies were flying.

In the end....it went amazing. Of course there were things I could have done better, but Im always my biggest critic. I had so many fabulous feedback's and words of encouragement. Some even asked if I was lip syncing! Gahh what a compliment! Of course I wasn't, I only sing live. They asked because Im quite a freak on stage, during the performance I lost my 6 inch heels, ripped my stockings and bruised my arm. Haha.

The guy I had to impress the most was my man Manfred. He is the badass from Iceberg Records that signed me to his label (together with Solymar Music). Thing was...he has never heard me sing live or perform, so he was taking a big risk on his part. Ughhh pressure, pressure, pressure. The cigar smoking badass had me pretty nervous, but in the end he was quite happy and satisfied. He even said I surprised him...(why thank you Manny!) A funny story about Manfred was when I first met him I asked him if I could call him Manny...he looked at me stern and said "NO!" HAHA, let's just say now its a running joke and usually call him Manny anyways. At the end of emails to him we always say "Manny Manny Thanks"...get it?! Haha :-) Okay from this point on I promise to always call him Manfred. :-)

The parties lasted all night long, I was soo impressed by the people who could last on one or two hours of sleep after all the free drinks! I was the smart one and kept throwing mine on the floor! Everyone was wondering why I took that shot of tequila so easily....water silly!! Shhh!! I had a great time dancing and chatting to everyone, all in all the parties were pretty bomb.

Well after four days of partying, no sleep, endless meetings and dinners we had to leave beautiful Cannes, France. The night we got back from Zurich I had a wonderful live acoustic gig. It went very well except I was losing my voice (stupid flu!)...thank god people couldn't tell :-). I played with a wonderful guitarist, Dominick. He kills me on how good his skills are..!!

It's getting pretty late and I must get my sleep so I can feel my best tomorrow. I just wanted to take this part to thank everyone that is putting their time and money into me. Since the very beginning of my career I have not paid a penny out of my pocket. Now I am just shocked and thankful for the faith Manfred Zähringer has in me. He has had soooo much success over the years and is one of the most hardest working people in the business. (With on artist he has sold over 8 million records worldwide) Oliver Meyer, my wonderful manager who signed me and is helping me find my way.  Thank you guys for all the money YOU invest in me. The flights, hotels, food and trips are all paid for out of your pocket for you think I am worth the investment.
I promise you with my entire heart and soul that I will make it worth it. Without you guys I wouldn't be able to afford to do any of this, for I know how expensive it is. So thank you for your faith!!!

Unfortunately I didnt take hardly any pictures! I am sooo dumb. Here are a few that some wonderful people sent to me :-)

Me and Manfred :-) (the sun was sooo bright!)

And tell me what you see.
You aint seen the best of me yet
Give me time, I'll make you forget the rest.
I've got more in me, and you can set it free
I can catch the moon in my hand
Don't you know who I am?
Remember my name,

(Fame)
I'm gonna live forever
I'm gonna learn how to fly (High)
I feel it coming together
People will see me and cry (Fame)
I'm gonna make it to heaven
Light up the sky like a flame (Fame)
I'm gonna live forever
Baby, remember my name
Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember,
Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember

Baby hold me tight
Cause you can make it right.
You can shoot me straight to the top
Give me love and take all I've got to give
Baby I'll be tough
Too much is not enough
I'll grab your heart till it breaks
You got what it takes.

(Fame)
I'm gonna live forever
I'm gonna learn how to fly (High)
I feel it coming together
People will see me and cry (Fame)
I'm gonna make it to heaven
Light up the sky like a flame (Fame)
I'm gonna live forever
Baby, remember my name
Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember,
Remember, Remember, Remember, Remember

Also check out more on Manfred and Iceberg Records!


Read about Manfred :-)

iceberg-records

Last but not least...
Mark and Hollywood thank you for having the most faith. Your love and encouragement is always needed and wanted. Without your blessing and faith I wouldnt be able to travel the world...I would have to cook and clean every night, and you both know thats not what I meant for! Ha! I love you guys very much and you make me feel sooo special and important. I love you guys! I can't wait to see you in a few days!

Posted on January 28, 2010 at 6:18 pm | View/Post Comments

I wake up in the morning feelin' like P Diddy

I'm finally excited that I feel use to the time change! It's really frustrating to me because it seems to take me a little longer...errr! The past week has been so great. I've spent some time in the studio with my man Urs and writing here and there. I'm hoping to be inspired by something really amazing. I also had a few gigs this week at Discos. I wasn't sure how they were going to go and was always second guessing myself because 18-25 yr olds are a freaking tough age. You never know how they are going to act. The shows turned out to be sooo amazing and really fun! I fed a lot off the crowd and I was able to really let loose. After the shows I'm able to party with everyone for awhile...until my manager forces me out the door! Haha I always beg him for 10 more minutes! Last night I was a mess walking back in the hotel at 3am I had champage all in my hair and body, I was dripping in sweat, my stockings were ripped in sooo many place and I found a few new bruises on my arms and legs! Its a good thing I don't drink or I would have been in bigger trouble. I find these gigs really awesome because even though the crowd and I had a language barrier, we understood each other and we became one. What a feeling...! Can't wait for another Disco tonight! I leave for Cannes early tomorrow. When I say early...I freaking mean early. So I plan on not sleeping at all tonight! Ha!

xoxo
Sarah

Posted on January 23, 2010 at 5:51 am | View/Post Comments

Back in the swing of things!

I finally got to Europe on Sunday, and we already got  right to work. I've been practicing in the studio for my performances this week, recording an EPK and writing and learning new songs. So glad to be back :-D

I just learned that I'll acually be performing at Midem this year at a showcase with Aura Dione. Aura is sooo freaking awesome plus she has the #1 single in Europe right now with "I will love you Monday." I can't wait to meet this girl. The most amazing thing is....she loves shoes just like me!! Haha.

Click here to check out Aura!

I have an early morning so I must get some sleep! Goodnight!

xoxo
Sarah

Tommy Mustach and I with our eyepatches!

Posted on January 18, 2010 at 7:37 pm | View/Post Comments

Always on a whim...

I decided to get my monroe piercing on a whim tonight! I was so brave I didn't shed one tear :-) Its almost 2am...soon I'll be in Europe! Gahhhh I can't wait!

Dawn and Ali: I decided to take the blue cow platforms!

xoxo
Sarah

Can you tell I was a little nervous! Ha!

Posted on January 16, 2010 at 1:30 am | View/Post Comments

Mr. Warhol

Don't pay any attention to what they write about you. Just measure it in inches.

How true. Don't ever let anyone try to tear you down with words. People who try to bring you down are just unhappy with their own lives. I say let's make the world a better place and offer kindness only.

I'm also going to follow my own advice.

p.s. I'm done packing! Whoo hoo!

xoxo
Sarah

Posted on January 15, 2010 at 6:45 pm | View/Post Comments

The Little Prince

You are responsible, forever, for what you have tamed.

This is a quote from one of my favorite books, The Little Prince. It is a children book that I bought in Paris last year from a street vendor. I never expected the book to have so much meaning to me. I find myself reading this book a lot lately. It has many lessons for adults, about whats really important in life. It's about seeing things through the eyes of a child.We need to start looking beyond the surface of things...

Do yourself a HUGE favor and go buy this book. It is only with one's heart that one can see clearly. What is essential is invisible to the eye.


xoxo
Sarah

"He who would travel happily must travel light".....man does this quote from the book apply to me right now! With this thought in mind I must go rethink my packing situation. :-) Leaving tomorrow!

Posted on January 15, 2010 at 11:26 am | View/Post Comments

2010 outfit preview

Here is a preveiw of my 2010 Europe Tour outfits made by the fabulous Ali Pace! I cannot wait to debut them next week :-)

What one is your favorite? I can't decide!! Ali is seriously one of the most amazing girls I ever met. Check her out! http://www.mybombshellboutique.com/

Last week we did a photoshoot...I am soo happy with the results.

Photographer: Dawn Derbyshire
Make-up: Adreienne Pace
Wardrobe Stylist: Ali Pace

Hope everyone is having a wonderful day, I'm going to get back to packing and watching Breakfast at Tiffany's!

xoxo
Sarah

Posted on January 12, 2010 at 11:30 am | View/Post Comments

You make me feel so glam.

I cannot beileve how amazing 2010 has been so far. The best part...it's only going to get better. I'm in the middle of trying to pack for Europe. I hope this trip becomes life changing for me because of all the awesome people i'm meeting at Midem (http://www.midem.com/)! I also have a lot of test gigs of in Europe, just to test all the markets. I plan on coming home with bruised and bloody legs. ;-) hehhe

So back to the packing thing....I have no idea what t take, how much to take and how to fit it all in this tiny suitcase. Ugh....Im in big trouble!

I've been getting a lot of insiration lately from Edie Sedgwick. She was so beautiful and always herself. Her dark eyes always hid so many secrets. I feel her.  I did another shoot with Dawn Derbyshire about a week ago. These shots are some of my favorite...I'm shaking away any bad vibes.



None of you know what goes on inside. I'm okay, I know.

xoxo
Sarah

Posted on January 11, 2010 at 11:08 am | View/Post Comments

So Happy I could Die

Thank you Gaga for giving me even more reason to work hard. I want to feel what you feel on stage. I pray and work for that everyday, so thank you for making me want it even more.

There was two opening acts, Semi Precious Weapons and Jason Derulo. Let me tell you I am now a HUGE fan of SPW.  These guys were so glamorous and fabulous! The singer even rocked 5 inch heels!! What's not to love?!

Posted on January 11, 2010 at 12:15 am | View/Post Comments

Snow snow go away!

It's been snowing like crazy here in Pittsburgh...ugh! Everyone is feeling the weather, even down south! I'm about to head out the door and drive 8 hours in this crazy weather. Why, you may ask???

For my Gagaloo! Oooo how I can't wait for this night...i've been wanting to see her live for awhile now. I fear that after this concert i'm going to become even more of a fan. I'll update you on the trip :-)...keep your fingers crossed for clear roads! At least Mark is an expert driver *rolls eyes* hehehehe!

I'm also excited because on the way to Chicago there are about 40 Waffle Houses....my favorite!

xoxo
Sarah

Posted on January 9, 2010 at 1:01 am | View/Post Comments

Thank you very much for absolutely nothing.....

I just read a email from my Dad today, and it really got me thinking. I wrote a song almost three years ago. It was a song about my hurt and pain I felt. In the email my Dad was writing his thoughts on the song.


"I listen to your song several times. I hate to admit it but its good. Hate to admit it only because of the negative message. You got it out now think and live a positive approach to life. Its not always fair but you will win the final victory"

To the naked eye it has negative and hateful lyrics but the true meaning is something beautiful and positive.  hate that people always look for the negative first and not the positive. I ask my Father respectfully, who is it really the one being negative?? I can't wait for you all to hear my song it's very meaningful to me, and it will be fun to see if anyone else is able to understand the hidden positive message and the irony.

On that note I'm so excited to tell everyone that I will be posting new previews of my new music in a few days. Now, I'm not going to post the full song....Just small snippets! I can't wait to hear the feedback :-)

I have never been so proud of my music...so that should tell you something!

 xoxo
Sarah

The other day I had a really amazing shoot with my three favorite girls Dawn, Ade and Ali! I made a short small video of the shoot...its a little cheesy hahaha!! I would always stop anything I'm doing to work with these girls, they are the definition of fabulous. The pictures will be done in a few weeks, until then enjoy the video!!

Watch the video! :-)

Posted on January 7, 2010 at 1:50 pm | View/Post Comments

Fire and Ice

Had a wonderful couple of days! I just got my clothes from the amazing Ali Pace! I had her make me a few performing outfits for Europe...and damn they look good :-) I did a photoshoot the other day in them, so soon you can see the magic created! We had an incredible team, Dawn as the photog, Ade on Make up, Ali as wardrobe and me as the model!


I also got my hair done, it's 24 inches of craziness plus I got the A symmetrical bang. I love all the change that's happening in 2010! So fun :-)

Here are the last of the pics I got back from Kristen Weaver, she is sooo amazing! I can't wait to work with her again!!

XOXO
Sarah

Fire and Ice

Posted on January 6, 2010 at 2:09 pm | View/Post Comments

New Year, New Start

I have been sitting staring at the computer for about a half hour now, wondering what my New Years Resolutions are going to be. I have finally come to the conclusion that I'm not going to make any promises that I can't keep. I've been so lucky, soo so lucky to have so many people believe in me. People that believe that 2010 is my year. Thank you Oliver Meyer, Manfred, John Gordon, Urs, Tommy, Henrick Hylle and everyone else who have helped me realize my vision for my music, thank you for believing in me, and thank you sooo much for bringing out so many sides of myself I didn't know. I know 100% who I am now, and I love it.

2010 I'm ready for you, let's leave everything bad & ugly back in '09. Let's bring on new changes and succeed together. 2010....you're mine. 

Speaking of changes, I just got my first tattoo last night. I have been wanting a tattoo for awhile, but I refused to get something that wasn't meaningful to me. A lot of the time so many people have hurt me and tried to make life difficult to live in. I have always wasted time trying to figure out how to get "revenge" on people. I would sit and try to figure out how to make someone miserable.(ugh what a waste of time!!!) That's when I finally figured out I don't NEED to get revenge on anyone! I'm not God, and I don't need to play God. All of my goals require me to work my ASS off, so I got the word "revenge" tattooed on my wrist because anytime I feel lazy my wrist will remind me that the best revenge is success. Success IS Revenge.

XOXO

Sarah

Posted on December 31, 2009 at 5:36 pm | View/Post Comments